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Friday, March 14th, 2008
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12:21 am - hypocrisy at it's finest
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It makes me laugh, it really does. To see exactly how hypocritical some people are. You show so much disgust and have this apathetic attitude to people or one person i should say that did something to you that you did to someone else. Yet somehow you see no correlation between what you and SHE did. I guess in this society to be an anarchist means for you, to be a hypocritical bastard. No love is left at all in this being. I am no longer bound by you. Thank fucking god. One more damn argument about music and god would make me fucking kill myself. There are no "best friends" in relationships. Just one stupid person tangled with another stupid person. I hope you find her again and the two of you burn at the stakes. Too many references in this damn blog... Truly brilliance is lost on most men, you are no exception. Pathetic is the word i think best describes what I feel you are. If I ever see you I will oblige and not acknowledge your existence, which may do one of the two things. Either make you happy or really piss you off because you (even if you don't want to admit it) still expect more of me. Honestly it makes no difference either way. I felt writing this will just finalize things for me.
current mood:  apathetic
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| Sunday, December 23rd, 2007
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11:38 pm
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11:28 pm
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i love phil.
current mood:  loved
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| Sunday, December 4th, 2005
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9:19 pm
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A to Z about me
A - AGE: 18
B - BAND LISTENED TO MOST RECENTLY: 30 seconds to mars
C- CRUSH: none
D - DOG's NAME: I dont have a dog....
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Kyle
F - FAVORITE BAND: Green Day
G - GUMMY: Bears
H - HOMETOWN: Trenton, NJ
I - INSTRUMENT: guitar, im so cliche
J - JUICE: orange or cranberry apple
K - KIDS: i want a girl and boy
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: i think it was coming back from virginia
M - MOM'S NAME: Lisa
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1 Russell
O - ONE WISH: for him to be happy and safe
P - PHOBIA(S): no phobias i have one fear and yes its different than a phobia
Q - QUOTE: Too young to die, too young to live.
R - REASON TO SMILE: Amanda
S - SEXIEST FEATURE: dunno dun care
T - TIME YOU WAKE UP: depends on the day but 7:30 lately
U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME: my fear and my secret
V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE: any kind of beans
W - WORST HABIT(S): smoking and no being able to let go of him and a lot of things
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: i guess my collar bone and my routine teeth xrays
Y - YUCKY FOOD: lima beans
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Scorpio
current mood:  morose
current music: 30 Seconds to Mars- Attack
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| Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
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9:21 pm
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Wow, it's been amazingly long time since I've updated. So here I go. I graduated!!!! How awesome is that? lol I start Mercer next month. I saw people I haven't seen in years and well me and Gabe are finally where we're supposed to be, with each other. <333 ^.^ My hair's not green its red now and well I'm doing good. *sigh* I've missed writing in this.
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| Monday, May 30th, 2005
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10:20 pm
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| Friday, May 20th, 2005
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9:23 am
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9:21 am
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9:18 am
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| Thursday, May 19th, 2005
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6:39 pm
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| Sunday, May 8th, 2005
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9:45 pm
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| Thursday, May 5th, 2005
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5:46 pm
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Hahahahahha!! Amanda would kill me for that!
current mood:  blah
current music: Supergrass- Pumping On Your Stereo
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5:06 pm
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I felt alone in the world. I looked into the eyes of a non existant person, searching for my truth. i found nothing but my useless imagination. my vision disapeared again i was left alone. then you apeared out of nowhere standing just out of my way. then you vanished and i slipped into the darkness forever.
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| Monday, May 2nd, 2005
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9:09 am
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Ok so I ended up not going to Philly that day. Bummer. I've seen/ talked quite a few of my exes this past week and Gabe added to those. Fun... Very much bummed. Things are just crap now. Oh well. Man, why the hell is Mrs. Lyczak's class always so fucking cold?! I'm leaving school early today. I've just been feeling like shit, so stressed out and such. But to leave next period? or wait til fourth?? Hm.. I do not know. Oh well. I saw The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy movie Friday with Bobbie. Omg It was great!!! ^.^ I was so fucking happy. Haha! Yesterday I spent the day with Josh and we went to see Kung Fu Hustle, that was some funny shit too. *sigh* Aside from Gabe dumping me, this has been an excellent week.
current mood:  cold
current music: The Dresden Dolls- Coin Operated Boy
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| Sunday, April 24th, 2005
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9:44 am
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Ok things are better. Alas my dreams of going to TCNJ in the Fall have been dashed, but I shant give up! I'm applying each semester and am registering for some classes anyway. Things are looking up. I'm still working on my room. I can't wait for it to be done. Shall be sweetness.<3 I'm starting to hang out with the usuals again. I've been going crazy trying to get shit together for college and such I haven't had time to do anything aside work. Maybe today should be a Philly trip?? We shall see. <3
current mood:  ditzy
current music: Billy Idol- Don't You (Forget About Me)
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| Saturday, April 23rd, 2005
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9:13 am
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I seriously wanna know what the fuck the point is.
current mood:  cynical
current music: Bowling For Soup- Close To You
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| Friday, April 15th, 2005
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9:21 am
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Ok so my laptop has been a bitch lately. I'm in Comp. Apps. now. Last night was pretty cool. Went to TCNJ to see Noises Off, but the doors were locked. I ended up just decided to wait around until 9 and went down to TSR. A truly unique experience for Andi. I really hope I get in... Fuckers!! Yeah, I won't know until next month whether I'm going there or not. How fucking late is that?! Oh fucking well.
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| Sunday, April 3rd, 2005
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1:42 pm
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current mood:  playful
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| Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
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10:27 am
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I am such a fucking book worm. Ok so this is what's been going on. I've been getting serious work time because Crista had to go to the ER on Thursday, she's ok but it's her kidneys which really fucking sucks, worked again Friday like I normally do, worked Saturday and then yesterday. Today I finally have off cause I'm closing for Crista on Friday. Werts remembered that he owed me a bloody movie, so we're trying to figure out what day we can watch it. Movies of choice? KIDS and BULLY. I'm psyched about seeing BULLY. Umm me and Sparky broke up and according to Crista I have a waiting list for people to go out with me. Which is ironically not all that untrue. Bob said she's going to buy me one of those ticket things, you know the ones where you've got to take a number. I love that girl. Her brithday was Saturday. Russ took me to see Motorcycle Diaries so I unofficially dedicated the movie watching in her honor. Russ and Jaime broke up. Tre weird. On the brightside my brother has a new found interest in his baby sister. I don't mind it. We had to put Honey to sleep yesterday. I'm totally bummed. I loved her soooo much and now my baby's gone. I'm still not talking to my "father" after that incident. I finally got the Sims2. Tre happy! ^.^ I get to pick the new kitty whenever we get it. Hrm... what else? I'm blond...sorta.. I'm not single but I can't reveal who my new BF is. I miss my Lanky-Muffin, Jingles, Panda, Opie, Calen, Jessemon, and everyone. AAAGGGHHHH!! I'm out for now.
current mood:  cheerful
current music: Alkaline Trio: We've Had Enough
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| Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
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10:14 pm
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